Together

Stunned at the situation
Avoiding confrontation
The words left unspoken
Weigh me down
Like a heavy burden.

Please just try to understand
My sanity is in your hand
There’s reason in my argument
Hear me out
And then you can comment.

I’m doing this for you
It’s the best that I can do
After all that you’ve done for me
Please just give
Me a chance and you’ll see.

Please let’s not fight anymore
And don’t walk out the door
We can fix this together
As a team
After all, I am your partner.

My other lover

I have a secret…I’m in love!

Her name is Alex.

I feel guilty, yet so happy when I’m with her.

Like other love stories, I didn’t like her at first. She is as high maintenance as you can get. But as I spent more time with her, I saw how beautiful she is, inside and out.

I’ve been with others before but there’s just something about her. The way she moves and backs away when I ask her to. She gives me the space I need but just enough that it’s comforting. She keeps me safe and warm and she makes me feel good. We’re just a perfect fit.

Did I mention she is gorgeous?!

We’ve been together for only two weeks but I know I can’t be without her. Thank you babe!

My beautiful Alex.
My beautiful Alex.

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September here and there…

September. It is the start of the “BER” months as we would refer to it in the Philippines.

September brings a lot of promise and excitement back home as it signifies cooler weather, which is not so much being in a humid, tropical country and the countdown begins for the biggest and most special holiday for many families.

I miss that feeling of exhilaration, and a little bit of pressure, as malls bring out their Christmas decorations early and play some Christmas carols to entice consumers to start their gift shopping early to avoid the rush. Companies start organizing their parties to book the best place for their employees and clients; and families plan their reunions.

But now, September only brings me anxiety, because here in Winter-peg, it’s the start of the BRR months.

The official start of Fall won’t be till the 22nd of September, but you can definitely feel it in the air already. The night temps have dropped, the wind is a bit chillier and the days are noticeably shorter. Don’t get me wrong, I like fall. I love how beautiful and colourful it can be. It is actually what comes after that fills me with dread.

For those who suffered from the severity of the past Winter, Summer felt absolutely short.

fall-foliage-

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